Holiday mood !

Actually I know daughter is definitely better than son, but being an oriental lady, I still prefer the 1st child is a boy..then it would be less streeful for 2nd or 3rd child. But if really I have only 1 child, of course I would prefer a daughter..anyway, everything is on God's hands..Now I have to convince myself that daughter is the best in my life...and I believe God will proof to me that daughter is the best to my marriage and family...not sure I will have 2nd or 3rd kid or not..no matter how, God is still very good to my marriage and family..Praise Him!

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My sister and her kids, and most probably my mum will visit me tonight and tomorrow..already taken leave. After that I will fly off to Bangkok with my hubby..this would be our last honey moon..in future..we will have Qizhen to join us in our family..very excited and look forward to her arrival in May 06.

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Yesterday attended the antinatal class..the nurse really encourage 1st timer to use Epidural..accordingly no side effect to baby and mum..but there is still risk..now a bit confuse..don't know what to take..will pray hard for smooth delivery..no pain no baby..according to her.. : )

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Very emotional..feel crying whenever thought of unhappiness..also because the class..make me worry about the labour process..I know I won't die but still not sure whether I am able to handle the situation or not..must pray hard for my mood swing too..